Warning: things are about to get personal. I was going to wait a while longer, but I can't keep a secret, at all, and the things that are happening now are really affecting my daily life more than I'd expected. So I'm gonna spill...
About a week ago I was to finally begin classes for nursing school ~ we'd been preparing for this for months but I'd been wanting to do it for years and it was going to be such a major change in our lives. Suddenly though, all this has come to a screeching halt as I've discovered I am pregnant, yes. I'm pregnant. Which is a joyous thing except that I had an endometrial ablation about a year and a half ago and I haven't had a period since and my uterus is in no condition to support a pregnancy and the possibility of miscarriage is so high that I can't quite wrap my mind around the idea that we're actually having a baby. But right now, at least, I am very very pregnant. I'm horribly nauseous and queasy and emotional and exhausted and I'm not really able to do much at all. I'm getting kinda good at playing Angry Birds. No sewing of any kind has happened. In fact, all my rare moments out of bed these past few days have been spent building Lego ships with the kids. A good use of my time and energy, I'm sure ;)
So, sadly I have nothing to blog. One moment I'm in tears, waiting for the miscarriage, and the next I am imagining this crazy house with one more baby in it. I would love to know if any of you have had a successful pregnancy after endometrial ablation. I know that many of you have had high risk pregnancies and can totally relate. I am so open to hearing anything you might have to share with me. I thank you for reading all of this, if you still are, and I hope I don't sound too much like a sad-sack, even though I am. Hormones, ladies, they just don't help!!!
But I thought I'd end this post on a good note. Have you seen the new book from C&T Publishing, called Modern Blocks?
I'm so honored to have two blocks featured in it...
But these two are my favorites...
{ by Melisssa Crowe }
{ by Lynne Goldsworthy }
And I have a copy of the book to giveaway! So, all you have to do is leave a comment here on this post, telling me... hmmm, let's see... how about, what's your favorite movie to watch when you're not feeling well? I have this really weird ability to watch the same movies over and over again... lately I've been watching "Atonement", "Star Trek", and "Pride and Prejudice." And now that the holiday season is here, I'm sure we'll be watching "Elf" again... love that movie.
So, the giveaway is open to my international and domestic friends and I'll accept comments until midnight on Friday, November 25. Plus, I'll be adding a few extras in to go with the book.
Cheers to you! xo amy